i dunnoe is my rebel time or u doing wrong things..nowadays..u r getting more n more worse..is like..y when he not at home then u will be so fierce but when he is at home u cn b like ntg had took place b4..i dun understand y u wan to b like that..today..again..bt not the first tym u treat that kids like that..he is still young but y u nid to be so fierce n rough to him?? he just wan to eat fish n he just take himself to his own bowl n transfer his rice frm one bowl to another..but y u nid to scold him so loudly n even hit his head so hard n even say u wan to pull him to die n u actually wanted to pull the string on his neck to cekik him..he is still young n a lot of things he still dunnoe..u shuld have talk to him nicely but u choose to do such action towards him?? scold till so loud..u wan to scold or nag at me then go ahead la..but y after me is that kids?? u not in a good mood izit?? har?? i don't think so lo..cuz after that he cums back dy.u started to be so nice to everyone..is like u r acting or wat..i dunnoe..but still i think u shouldn't do this on that kids..it had been many times i am tolerating u dy..i noe if i had said u today i would b shouting n so i kept quiet..but if there's another time u treat him this way again..i am going to say sumthing dy..u always said u r v disapoint in me n him but have u ever thought that we got disapont in u or not?? have been a gud mum all this while?? always want me to study only..dun like me to frens ppl who u tink is not gud..dun like me go n join sports..wun even encourage me when i lose n yet like to make fun of me..dint even praise me when i win in sumthing..NEVER ONCE YOU DID!! but out of everyone's mum i felt..my mum is not the best..most of the kids will think that their mum is the best n their mum rely treats them very gud but wat about me?? y can't my mum b like their mum?? u never thought of othrs ppl feeling..u only thought of ur own feeling..have u ever considerate for others?? NO!! ppl help u b4 but u will nvr help back if ppl ask u to..did u realize that?? i knew it since i was in primary..u r a person hu wun b grateful 2 ppl hu had help u once..but not towards everyone just sum of them..i am rely disapoint..i try my best n study well in my studies but still u will always find excuses to say i am poor..other ppl mum will say u try ur best then cn dy..but u?? u will say..u muz get tis n that..if didnt get..then u will nag for FEW YEARS N NOT FEW DAYS..i rely dunnoe wat cn i do..but luckily i still have a dad n dear hu always support me..

went to skul today!noe wat..i played footsal..lol..it was quite fun..yvonne,amer,chua,heng,vyan n jamie..n me was in one team..we shouted lee min ho so that chua will gol..her HUSBAND wat..indeed a fun game..manage to final but still we lost to 3D..they r rely gud in that..n name themself as wat PONTIANAK..a funny name..then went out..walk wif yvonne to cs..n i realise sumthing..yvonne can walk much much much more faster than yi harn,felicia n manda..i mean those place which got a lot of big stone wan..have a lot of fun..anyway next week not going to skul except for friday i think..

wat does it means...

u means a lot to me...
without u,i dunnoe how to continue my life..
i dunnoe hu to tell when i face prob..
i dunnoe hu to go to when i nid sumone there..
i dunnoe wat to do if i am lost..
u noe being wif u,it rely makes me feel xin fu..
n whenever going back home time i would think that if time cn stop..
then i cn b wif u longer..as in meet la..

i just wan to say that..
i nid u in my life..
it wouldn't b complete without u..
u rely v gud to me lo..
but u sumtyms will say u useless..but u r not..
but now seldom dy..
so v gud..
hahahaha,..
u always very worry n care bout me..
nby ever did so..as in so worry..
but u did..thx le..
in future aso muz like that k..

u always there whenever i nid u..
whenever i face my prob..
nwadays keep think of being gud to u..
but i dunnoe wat i did gud enuf or nt..
but i wan to b better..
but i dun relly noe how.
so u give me suggestion la k??
hehe..i rmb every word u say b4 pmr which u wan to do it after pmr..
n now i am doing it 4 u..hehe..
but dunnoe whether u rmb wat u said or not la..
hope u will like wateva i had make n going to make 4 u..

got sum word wan to say wan..

but ltr ppl c dy..

vomit..

bu hao yi si say..

sorry ar..

but still i wan to say..

i love u!!

thank you manda!!

before that..wan to say sorry to my dear..

cuz my comp sot so the pic is not upload..

but i will upload it ltr..

maybe on tuesday k..

forgive me le..

1 year dy..

very fast lo..

dear,thx a lot for everything u had done 4 me..

those presents rely touches me..

i c dy cnt stop crying lo..

is like so many le..1000 hearts..

hand sure very very pain lo..

n u sumore nid to go ur fren's hse to do the choco

very nice le that choco..i like to eat lo.

i think it will soon finish dy wn..

n u spend a lot of money on this rite..

next tym dun spend so much dy k??

n rely hope u will like wat i give lo.

though i do not much..

but still i do it sincerely..

n i dun dare do so much..

noe y??

scare in future ntg to do dy..lol..

anyway,thx 4 everything le..

u treat me very gud lo..

my dear is the best dy!!

hahahahahahahahahahaha...

thank u so much 4 everything le..

u dun say sorry k..

not ur fault aso..

i am rely v v happy to have u..

without u i will not b as happy as now dy..

n we must maintain till forever k??

i relly loves u a lot..

1st tym so love one person lo..

but the feling v xin fu..hehe..

most of the thing i wan to say i ady tell u in the card dy..

but u dun laugh k..i mean it wn..

i will love u forever..muacksss><..

a happy day indeed..
went out to pelangi n cs..
1st went to pelangi to meet him..
after that saw swee ann n xuan nii..lol..
they like v suprise..weird d..
then after that ka hui called..

ka hui:halo ade ar..where r u??

ade:at pelangi.y??

ka hui:wif hu o?

ade:alone ar..y??

ka hui:ya meh..

ade:of cuz..

suddenly pei san tok..

pei san:halo ade ar..u dun pretend la..we saw dy..

ade:oh..rely?? hahahaha..k la..bye..

lol....

then after that went to cs to watch ORPHAN wif manda n harn too..
n of cuz he aso got go..
that show..sienz lo..
i thought v v nice but..got zadao lo..
super cold lo in the cinema..
dunnoe y..till i trembling there..
till half way then manda n harn go to tui dy..
so..after cum out..we both v cold so went to old town to drink coffee..
seriously..u scare dao me lo..say wat u v cold..wan die dy..
then go in dy say wan to go out..
hahahahaha..v malu wan le..if sit dy then walk out..
then i go buy pin(my mum ask to)..
then after that went to take neoprints..
v nice le..i love it..hahahaha..v fun lo..
keep change here n there..
then everytime aso ply wif me..
gud la..v gud..keep it up noe!!
love u so much lo..
aso accompamy me..hehehe..
get to scare u!!(my hobby)
haha..then after that went back..sit to jusco..
on the bus take pic again..lol..
an enjoyable day..
i did not choose the wrong thing..i go cs is much more better than malacca n kl..
hahahahaha..

shien,

thank u 4 giving me such a happy time,

enjoy a lot n hope that the tym cn reverse,

so i cn have fun wif u again,

cn c u again,

but still i did treasure a lot,

n hope i got make u happy too..

love u lotss dear..muacksss..

soRRy

pastED tense..lol..

forget bout it..

be deleted

i want you to be happy!!!

fOr yOu

loving u is a greatest to do in this world..
without u i would't have been wat i am today..
thx for everthing u had done..
i rely apreaciate very much..
if not for u..i wouldn't had been so happy..
from the begining i knew i had not make the wrong desicion..
n that's wat u had prove together wif me..
i knew sumtimes i might make u angry but u didn't want to say.
but i promise i will not to repeat again..
as long u r happy i am willing to do anything 4 u..
no matter wat i rely hope u wun leave me..
cuz i have no courage to face that..
seeing u laugh makes me happy..
so u laugh more noe..hahahaha..
i trust u n so i wun listen to wat she says..
n if she noe..she will be angry..
dear,i rely love u v v much..
n it will last long forever..
will nvr change..
hope u understand me..
thank u very much..mis u lotsss...

taged by:yvonne,natt,feli

1 . What have you been doing recently?
#keep going out

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
#yup

3. What happened at 10am today?
#watching cartoons wif those kids

4 . When did you last cry?
#few days ago

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
#definitely

6 . What do you want in life now?
#to always be love by u

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
#of cuz-no

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
#sms and slp

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
#shorts

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
#all those messages

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
#of cuz no

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
#no

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
3 gi joe

14 . What are you proud of ?
#nothing

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
#lazy to check..lol..

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
#korea song

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
#yup

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
#i can't rmb..

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
#11 sumthing

20 . Are you currently happy?
#shuld b

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
#shuld be yvonne

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
#no

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
#yi harn

.24 . Is something bugging you right now?
#nope

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
#him

26.Do you like yourself?
#sumtyms

27.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
#depends on wat kind or situation

28.Who is your best friend?
#a lot..but also have some bestest fren

29.What will you do if you like that boy?
#don't need to think wat shuld i do dy

30.Who are your favourite stars?
#don't rely have one

31.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
#sure la!

32.Do you had even stead before?
#no

33.what type of boy do you like?
#caring,gud to me n most important love me..hahahahaha.

34.Now are you single/attached?
#unanswered

finally cn blog dy..ady pass so many days frm competition till today.lol..hahaha...

this was my bungallow..haha..as in resort la..n we name it house 1..

this house..was big n fun..i,kim,nicole n chiara get to slp in the master bedrom..n was fun..cuz the last nite..we stay till 3a.m.n tis is a secret.we were dancing in the living room there like mad ppl..
but unfortunately..i lazy to upload..that 2.30ppl photo..
whoch name by one of them la..haha..

b4 the comp..everbody..was eating as much bread as they cn..i ate 2.n my fren ate 4!!

the last day in skul..take photos wif the sarawak team..their choir was relly v v nice..

my sarawak frens..they were friendly..haha..n i manage to get their msn email add..

my buddy..sara wong..

at the 2nd nite jamuan..i n kim took tis cuz she was just beside me..

wif the bukit nanas(convent in kl)

everything was fun..haha..but still..

1st:pulau pinang

2nd:sabah

3rd:kl

4th:johor..lol..

cuz is the johor who organize so we get to know that we got num 4th..a little bit more..

but after all..all of us try our best.n tis is the best results we cn get..

so w e r happy wif it..haha..

n many pic din post..cuz lazy to..

cs..ganti day'!!

manda n me..

vyan n me..

me.vyan.lynn.manda

manda.me.lynn.vyan

went to cs today..went to eat at summer..

then after that went to the toilet n take pictures..

vyan was like asking me..

we waste 20sen to take pictures?

hahaha..
then after that went to arcade..

ply drums..one against two..

i alone against vyan n manda..

i won!!

haha..then got that uncle..

v pervert lo..

talk to vyan..then she like just knod her head..

then we quickly went off..haha..

19,20,21 of june..premier netball competition..

whole team..went to the beach behind the hostel. at the netball court
at the pendaftaran place..

wen xin injured and she was scared of that antiseptik..so mei foong ask wen qian to hold her hand so that cn put the medicine on her leg..lol..

at the beach pretending to run

our shoes..

feli,sarah,wen xin,me n manda..

siting in the middle of the road..

our room is messy..

wen xin took my pic when i am sleeping using my hp..i am hugging her pillow..hahaha..

haha..kena i took..manda is eating..choco..

our captain(ah tu) n me..at the beach..

at the bus stop..taking pic..then wen xin's face appear..lol..

the 3 of us..feli,manda n me..

manda,feli,me n sarah..going for jamuan..

feli n me..

me n sarah on the bus..she ask me to took at tis angle..

manda..act cute..lol..

ah tu,me,manda,sarah,feli n mei foong..

before going to jamuan..we had ntg to do..so came up wif this idea..

i cnt tahan then laugh out..haha..

manda,me,ah tu n feli was taking v v v formal pic..

manda,wen xin,me n feli..manda,me,sarah.anith n feli..anith sesat..

overall..is was very fun..n the bathroom at there dun have door wan..

was like..omg went i saw it..

but in the end we bath in the toilet..v squezy..

then..a lot of ppl injured their knees..including me..

then ah tu ask..nowadays a lot of pl injured their knees..is it a trend??lol..
the last day..was quite sad lo..cuz going back dy..miss premier game a lot..

..haha..

went there relly miss u a lot..

receive ur call..i am v happy..haha..

wish u will always be by my side..

wat can i do??

i am v v sad...

y i am not beside u at that tym??

i am v angry wif myself..

heart v pain..

hope i am the one suffer n not u..

y is u n not me??

go out yesterday..
super pai seh lo..
go out wif..shien,nat,grace,nat' cous(will) n his frens n jun wen...
then is like..when go to summer..
super kang ka lo...
is like so quiet n tak kenal they all..
so..i just keep quiet n eat my food..lol..
after that..nat came..
was like so noisy all of a sudden..
but as usual la..

yesterday i was relly quiet lo..
they like keep wan to take pic..
haha..after that they disturb nat...
no choice..i cnt help u,nat..
hahaha..cuz in skul u aso got say me..
din c u so noisy b4(as in v v v noisy)..haha..was like...
keep talk n talk..in skul aso din play wif us like that..
super crazy de..
seriously..dunnoe wan to talk wat wif u all..
haha..nvm..still cn tok to u ma..
after that..went back time..at bus..
tok more wif u dy..haha...
it was fun..haha..n funny..
n next tym..
if ur dad not free..then say k??
then cn sit other bus ma..hehehe..

happy day!!

went to jusco today wif shien and siqi n her...
went to vivo eat..then si qi keep look at me..
was kinda shy..lol..cuz of her weird expression..
then went to the game station..went to ply bk wif dear..hahaha..
after that got ntg to do so went to watch movie..but memang ady plan la..
DRAG ME TO HELL!!
was scary all the time..
the ghost keep appeared n the sound effect was v loud..
then suddenly mum called..

• me:halo..
• mum:wat r u doing now??
• me:watching movie..lol..
• mum:till wat tym??
• me:not sure le..
• mum:go watch wif bf??
• me:no la..wif si qi..
• mum:ok..bye then..

hahahaha..
was like suspecting me..
but seriously was watching wif him..
lol..then after hanging up the call..
suddenly the ghost appeared..the sound was so loud..
kena scared seriously...my hand straight away cover my face..then..
hahahahahahaha...privacy..lol..
but that show was rely nice..

dear..

thanks for accompany me today..

i am v v v happy..

i treasure all the time today..

rely rely v happy lo..

hahahaha..

i love u forever..

how i wish that i din even look at it..

how i wish that i din see it..

how i wish that i would think properly..

how i wish that i wun do that to myself..

thank you yiharn and manda..

u two help me a lot..

if i c u two at that time..

i tink u two would had kena by me dy..haha..

really thanks a lot le..

i hope that..

from now on..i won't be like this anymore..

i wan to change that..

shien,i am sorry..

this time..din ask permision..

cuz i really wan to say this to you..

nby will noe wat am i tinking..
nby will noe how i feel..
am i selfish??
i dunnoe whether i shuld tell u or not..
but seriously i dunno y i am jealous..
but i think i am ridiculous..
i dun like u to talk like that..
but i couldn't make myself to tell u..
i relly dunnoe wat to do..
i noe u both r frens..but..
i dunnoe la..just u two..
till where aso cn chat..haix..
heart v v v pain..
i am sorry..din mean to hide it from you..
but i am just so ridiculous..
so i din tell..

LETTING GO IS THE BEST CHOICE!!
IF NOT..IT WILL SUFFER A LOT..

today..
first..is my frens..
same thing..happening..
i must do something to it..
i muz make it back like normal..

second..
dun wan u to sad dy..
ady injured still sad...
ady did ur best..seriously shoud be happy with it dy..
n satisfite with it...
hope u will be happy again..

cuz of that..
i not in good mood.i scold my mum..that's bad..
my violin..i couldn't concentrate..
B note..i cn ply till A n G note..
is very terrible..
dunnoe wat to do..teacher tell me the exam date..
i aso dun feel worry at all..
all i am worrying now..is u..dear..
cheer up dy k??

jia you!!

knowing all the things happened..

n knowing how you feel..

but..try to think the other way round..

at least can gain more confident..

no matter what happens..de will always be the first to support shien..

try your best..don't be too stress..

JIA YOU!! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT..

holidAYS..

my caramel cream

yvonne's signature hot chocolate

me n vonne

went to genting then i n vonne went to watch MONSTER VS ALIEN..
which i watch b4 dy..lol..
then after the show we went to starbucks..


b4 dinner..ask tis ppl want to eat wat..he said kfc while he was still sleeping..
then say i v noisy cuz disturb him..
memang is vincent's bro..lol..
pattern same wan..hao xin buy 4 him still kena he say like that..
suan liau..haha..but at least vincent better than him.lol..
wun sleep so much..

went to malacca after that to c my aunt..my aunt went back to her husband's kampung..

there were lots of fruits lo..

then my mum go pluck as my aunt ask to..

then got durian sumore..drop from the tree when we eating rambutan..

my mum saw the durian drop was like so happy..

then go n pick and say wat..

when she is small she aso like that..lol..

everthing was quite ok la..

go holiday will miss u a lot..

holiday without u seems to b like boring..

like cnt ply till v happy..

shien,i miss u a lotss..