i dunnoe is my rebel time or u doing wrong things..nowadays..u r getting more n more worse..is like..y when he not at home then u will be so fierce but when he is at home u cn b like ntg had took place b4..i dun understand y u wan to b like that..today..again..bt not the first tym u treat that kids like that..he is still young but y u nid to be so fierce n rough to him?? he just wan to eat fish n he just take himself to his own bowl n transfer his rice frm one bowl to another..but y u nid to scold him so loudly n even hit his head so hard n even say u wan to pull him to die n u actually wanted to pull the string on his neck to cekik him..he is still young n a lot of things he still dunnoe..u shuld have talk to him nicely but u choose to do such action towards him?? scold till so loud..u wan to scold or nag at me then go ahead la..but y after me is that kids?? u not in a good mood izit?? har?? i don't think so lo..cuz after that he cums back dy.u started to be so nice to everyone..is like u r acting or wat..i dunnoe..but still i think u shouldn't do this on that kids..it had been many times i am tolerating u dy..i noe if i had said u today i would b shouting n so i kept quiet..but if there's another time u treat him this way again..i am going to say sumthing dy..u always said u r v disapoint in me n him but have u ever thought that we got disapont in u or not?? have been a gud mum all this while?? always want me to study only..dun like me to frens ppl who u tink is not gud..dun like me go n join sports..wun even encourage me when i lose n yet like to make fun of me..dint even praise me when i win in sumthing..NEVER ONCE YOU DID!! but out of everyone's mum i felt..my mum is not the best..most of the kids will think that their mum is the best n their mum rely treats them very gud but wat about me?? y can't my mum b like their mum?? u never thought of othrs ppl feeling..u only thought of ur own feeling..have u ever considerate for others?? NO!! ppl help u b4 but u will nvr help back if ppl ask u to..did u realize that?? i knew it since i was in primary..u r a person hu wun b grateful 2 ppl hu had help u once..but not towards everyone just sum of them..i am rely disapoint..i try my best n study well in my studies but still u will always find excuses to say i am poor..other ppl mum will say u try ur best then cn dy..but u?? u will say..u muz get tis n that..if didnt get..then u will nag for FEW YEARS N NOT FEW DAYS..i rely dunnoe wat cn i do..but luckily i still have a dad n dear hu always support me..

went to skul today!noe wat..i played footsal..lol..it was quite fun..yvonne,amer,chua,heng,vyan n jamie..n me was in one team..we shouted lee min ho so that chua will gol..her HUSBAND wat..indeed a fun game..manage to final but still we lost to 3D..they r rely gud in that..n name themself as wat PONTIANAK..a funny name..then went out..walk wif yvonne to cs..n i realise sumthing..yvonne can walk much much much more faster than yi harn,felicia n manda..i mean those place which got a lot of big stone wan..have a lot of fun..anyway next week not going to skul except for friday i think..

wat does it means...

u means a lot to me...
without u,i dunnoe how to continue my life..
i dunnoe hu to tell when i face prob..
i dunnoe hu to go to when i nid sumone there..
i dunnoe wat to do if i am lost..
u noe being wif u,it rely makes me feel xin fu..
n whenever going back home time i would think that if time cn stop..
then i cn b wif u longer..as in meet la..

i just wan to say that..
i nid u in my life..
it wouldn't b complete without u..
u rely v gud to me lo..
but u sumtyms will say u useless..but u r not..
but now seldom dy..
so v gud..
hahahaha,..
u always very worry n care bout me..
nby ever did so..as in so worry..
but u did..thx le..
in future aso muz like that k..

u always there whenever i nid u..
whenever i face my prob..
nwadays keep think of being gud to u..
but i dunnoe wat i did gud enuf or nt..
but i wan to b better..
but i dun relly noe how.
so u give me suggestion la k??
hehe..i rmb every word u say b4 pmr which u wan to do it after pmr..
n now i am doing it 4 u..hehe..
but dunnoe whether u rmb wat u said or not la..
hope u will like wateva i had make n going to make 4 u..

got sum word wan to say wan..

but ltr ppl c dy..

vomit..

bu hao yi si say..

sorry ar..

but still i wan to say..

i love u!!