i love you more than u tink..

even though we know for seven months..
isn't long or short time..
in tis past seven months i relly know a lot of things bout u..
i get to know what u like n wat u dislike..

n i am trying my best to make you happy..

cuz ur happiness can brings me laughness..

sumtimes u sad i would relly sad too..

when u happy eventhough i got sad things i aso will be happy...

tis is my first time to be like this..

i had never b like tis b4...

but being like tis..i am much much more happy..

sumtimes i make mistakes..

i would rmb it till long cuz i am worry that i will make you sad again..

all ur things i would rmb it clearly..

relly very clearly..

nwadays everyday keep dreaming bout u cuz i relly miss u very much..
sumtimes dream till dun wish to go skul..
maybe cuz we din always meet(as in talk or go out)
but i treasure all the tym we had spend together..

and i trust u the most out of everyone that i know..

cuz i would just say out all my things to u when i am facing u...

and sumtimes u were injured i would ask y i am not the 1 hu injured??

nw..u told me all ur things and i am very happy..

i sumtimes would keep asking myself..

i would be so lucky too???

cuz i have u..

cuz not everyone will be as lucky lyk me..

and so...

i love you more than u think..

SHIEN,ILOVE YOUVERY MUCH..

and thank u...

why would things turn out in such way???

why wouldn't i tell?

why wouldn't i ask?

why wouldn't i dun let go?

WHY?

iam regret for letting u go

i am regret that i tink wrongly

i am regret that i thought it would turn out the other way

BUT

all this is under my expectation

i didn't know it would turn out this way

i hope everything would be like last time

no,is better than last time

if i were given another chance

i would make sure that i would make good use of it

n will never let go..

I AM SORRY..

and i miss the time we had together

can everthing start again??

i hope it would start again..

HAHAHAHA

FELICIA HENG!!
ur pooh is wif me!!
so dun keep call me MONKEY..
if not..hehehe..
ur pooh didi will die wan..

wana burst liau!!

u dunnoe how to clean ur own stuff??
u dunnoe how to help??
u dunnoe how to tink b4 u say??
u dunnoe how we feel bout u??

thought u very gud meh??
now all of us is angry n v bu shuang u dy lo..
everytym say aso dunnoe how to say gud words..
all Bad words then got la..
like to sai ppl..v geng meh??
v kek lo..din ask u tings then say sendiri..
nobody wan to noe who want to WOO u n ADMIRE u lo..
n the admire ppl dun b so perasan la..
she wan admire aso not posibly admire u ma..keep say that ppl sampat..
dunnoe then simply say..
if the truth is she din admire u..wa..
by that tym sure kena we all laugh wan..
now all I N HER can do is DUNBOTHERYOUSOMUCH!!

FRIDAY!! NICE KERJA KAYU TIME..super mad..

every1 was busy PAKUING their kerja kayu..but i finish dy..

followed by yvonne then yi harn..

after that nothing to do..

so i invented the SUPERMAN apron.lol..

tis type of tings i will get the idea very fast..

actually the apron is our kerja kayu wan..

and the patern is like how yi harn wearing now.hahaha..

but at that tym i change pattern dy la..

too hot liau..

so i n yvonne fold up..lol.. we was doing the weird things like up,middle n down..

i cnt tahan dy..so i laugh out..hahahaha..super funny lo..

and amanda just quickly took pur pic..

at the same tym..a lot of form 2 ppl were looking..

but biasa dy la..

in school ma..no nid jaga image wan..

my head was cover half..

and i am happy wif that..hahaha..



this was the first shot..
and yi harn SUPERMAN APRON cnt see..
so take again..lol..

we won..CONVENT,JB..

actually the result was very suprising..is like all of us thought that the other convent would win..

but still when the result was anouce the 2nd was smk convent,MUAR..all of us were shock..

and most of us cried happily..(as in got tears la)at the end,we won 1st,,haha....next level is in June or July..not sure yet..ALTO's family!! kimberly looks like a mother..my buddyDA was on my left side..

we do everything together..thanks buddyDA!!
mee,jacelynn,cindy n sze lynn
while waiting for results

mee n jacelynn..looks like kids..lol..


n the RAT OF THE DAY
lee hui yinn
if she c tis..she will go mad!! but is ok la..
hahahaha
looks like the harry poter,RON'S RAT..

i never forget all...

all i can say is I DID NOT FORGET ALL...

whether u noe or dunnoe..

i will still tell..

cuz i would wish to mend it..

and i wan to say sorry!!

u shuld noe who YOU are

JIA YOU YA!!

2moro competition dy..
muz becareful of ur legs hor..
dun always injured ya..
muz win le..win dy..
treat u eat..
2moro going to give u things but dunnoe hw to give..
nt dunnoe la..
dunnoe how to say..
anyway all the best n jia you..
cuz i belive u always cn wan..
concentrate ya...

15 of April..we won!!

7.30am..
we start our practice..
is like it doesn't sound that nice..
cuz every1 was not warm up well..
after recess..we went to bilik warisan..
we change our baju kurung n then went back to hall for last practice..
n it sounds better..

at around 12.50pm..
we leave skul..
then we reach sigs..
when we went to the hall..
ssi was there dy..
we went up to the stage to test mike..
we sang so horible as the song was very high..
and i couldn't reach the note cuz too high dy..
at the end we just sang our warm up songs..
hahaha...
we were the last skul to perform..
once we sang..we went down..
my frens they all cry cuz it was very nice..
i was like wat happen n then suddenly sum1 cum n hug me while crying cuz too happy dy..
hahahahahaha...
after that the judge anounce three skul to go to smk mohd khalib for prize giving..
our skul was the last to anounce..
then we went there..
we waited very long there till our stomach was hungry..
then the (vip) came n finally the results are anounce..
we got 1st for tis district level choir competition..
all of them jump till so happy..
but i dun dare to jump cuz muz jaga image ma..
hahahaha..
then tis cuming thursday(23 april)
the state level was held in Kulai..
quite scary..cuz the other state was good..

enjoying day!!

yesterday went to cs n pelangi wif
manda,yh,feli,sze lynn...
i n yi harn went to sds to eat n the others just abunden us..
sad lo..
after we ate we went to find them..
seeing manda outside the chocolate shop ar...
dunnoe buY WAT AR??
lol..
then when to buy jan's burthday present..
her burthday is like dunnnoe past how many days dy lo..
hahahahaha...
then after that go take pic..
omg!!
we kena fine rm5 ringgit cuz...quite malu ting la..
hahaha..after that go pelangi..
wa..raining till very heavily..
sze lynn's dad send me to pelangi bus stop..
that bus stop was full of human beings...
wait the bus for like half an hour then sit bus dy...
was like jam 2 hour plus..
super hungry lo..
wait till hungry no energy liau..hahaha..
but still very happy cuz got u..hahahha..
n i din tok.sorry ya..

how i wish u would tell me the truth

u noe wat..from every single word u say u said..
i noe sumthing is not rite..
when i keep on asking u..
u dun wan to admit..
is like v hurt dy lo..

tis morning..saw ur leg injured..
u noe how i feel ma??
u understand ma??
i was very sad but i couldn't do anything..
i was at bhind there closing my eyes so that my tears wun drop..
all i wan is just u cn tell me the truth..
u promise me dy wat..
not to hide anything from me??
but still??
wat happen??

till now..i say out..
u only told me the truth..
i was like the whole nite crying lo..
i toking to ting yi..
was like she trying to make me happy..
but in the end when i was in the bedroom..
all i was tinking is u..
then my tears roll down..
still wan to hide from me..


all i cn do nw..
is hope that u will recover soon..
god bless..

doesn't wish too smile at u..sadness..

i was quite sad till 2day..
but i didn tell any1 bout it..
is like wat u said to me..till 2day i still cn rmb it..
cn u like tink b4 u say??
it hurts u noe??
is like wat i had done 4 u is like noting..
n is like wat i do ALL make u sad..
have u ever consider wat i felt at that moment??
is just like how u feling nw..
is the same..
the hurt,the sadness,the memories..
all!!

i am a human too.
i have feelings too.
nt like i am a cold blodded ppl k..
u think i dun wan to start again??
i tried.. but the hurt was like can't disapear n it stay there..
it has a scar dy..
n so i cnt remove it anymore..
today i saw u at st.helen square..
actually dun wish to lokk at u..
but dunnoe y i just look at u n u smile at me..
n so i smile back..
actually wat u said to me that day..
i still v sad n angry bout it..
maybe u didn't tink b4 u say...
anyway..i reli reli hope that everything cn stop nw..
u dun cum n tok to me bout all tis..
that's is just wat i ask u to do..pls...

days full of funny tings

in the early morning..eva told us that today NOBODY going 4 netball traning..it was like huh??
means only the 4 of us(manda,yh,feli n me)train..
it's quite funny seeing 4 ppl in the middle of the field training..
but luckily in the end it's been cancel..
kelien the 3 of them bringing sports shoe..haha..

during the science class..
i n yvonne was like acting that ping pong show..
cuz yesterday is bout the priest n the ghost..
we take turn to act..
i was like laughing like no energy like that liau..
hahaha..it's like very long din post dy..cuz forget password..paiseh...