doesn't wish too smile at u..sadness..

i was quite sad till 2day..
but i didn tell any1 bout it..
is like wat u said to me..till 2day i still cn rmb it..
cn u like tink b4 u say??
it hurts u noe??
is like wat i had done 4 u is like noting..
n is like wat i do ALL make u sad..
have u ever consider wat i felt at that moment??
is just like how u feling nw..
is the same..
the hurt,the sadness,the memories..
all!!

i am a human too.
i have feelings too.
nt like i am a cold blodded ppl k..
u think i dun wan to start again??
i tried.. but the hurt was like can't disapear n it stay there..
it has a scar dy..
n so i cnt remove it anymore..
today i saw u at st.helen square..
actually dun wish to lokk at u..
but dunnoe y i just look at u n u smile at me..
n so i smile back..
actually wat u said to me that day..
i still v sad n angry bout it..
maybe u didn't tink b4 u say...
anyway..i reli reli hope that everything cn stop nw..
u dun cum n tok to me bout all tis..
that's is just wat i ask u to do..pls...